MizDiBz PoNdeRs...

Almost a year now

2010-03-20T20:04:00.007+08:00

A whole lot of things has happened to my life... Here is the list.

Almost there with my perm job. it has been about 9 months in this line. Work load is like the teachers in the school but paid that lil. But well... there is a whole lot of things that teachers do and i don't do. Anw, things are still blurry about this status. no budget for upgrading skills. Promotion is up to a senior AED. As for now that is what we heard.

This is like Confucius himself being CONFUSED.

However, the best part is knowing and teaching the students and also learning from the them.

The kids that i have, they don't come from the PERFECT family that majority of us have. They live in a house cramped with parents, siblings, aunts, uncles, cousins and grandparents. They don't even have proper food for any time of the day.

They teach me how to be happy with what i have now. How to smile wen i am troubled with many issues..

At times, i feel like i want to sweep their feet of the ground and take them home with me. BUT that is impossible. There are too many of them for me. So i shall make do with what i can in school, for them.

The next best thing is that I AM ENGAGED.. not like the phone line is engaged but FINALLY, engaged to my one and only bf for the past 6 yrs on 16 Feb 2010. It was the closest feeling of like being married but yeah.. tho it was weird feeling of sitting in the room, the waiting part, the photo taking part.. but i have went thru that and i can't wait for the ACTUAL DAY to feel it all over again. =p

Now, the planning part have yet to begin.. Taking it slow but hopefully it would start to pick up soon as the actual day would be next year. Most prob, after raya. InysaAllah...

Abg dearest, thank you for making this few months such a blissful time (*ehem no serious fighting and all). Really hope that we can go thru this year till our wedding day without any MAJOR hiccups. I love you with all my heart and you know that i know that we both know that we can't wait for the wedding day. Let us (or me most of the time) have the berangan2 now and at the same time save as much money as we can. Orite! =)

The last chapter, my family and friends.. Sadly to say, some have went off and happy to say some stayed on and some have popped up again.

Firstly to say WELCOME to Baby Mairah into this family. May the cuteness of you stay as long as you can (*wishes that u stay this babyish cute and never grow.. heheh).

Oh and WELCOME Kia Cerato Forte~ May you avoid all unnecessary major and minor accidents on the road and hope u will be a good boy rite. Me and you shall go thru this unwinding road together........ (Only you and i know that....)

Apart from that, my grandmother (father side) is staying at my house (as for now...). A whole of issues to begin about her and the whole gang but i shall let it be.

As for my frens, Sikin is pregnant! Yuhooo! And Yat, cut the story, has finally found her TRUE man that she is engaged to. Wishes you both all the happiness and strength for many years to come and gladly to say i am so happy for the both of you.

No changes for Zila and Azam tho.. But really hope they would too tie the knot soon! hehehehe.. and Roddy my dear, love will find its way back to u. Be strong and stay happy as u r cos God always know what you need. HE is just testing you, you know. =)

Karutz Familyz aka my Siglapian frens. Some have DISAPPEARED cos of other committments. New gf, new bf, sch, work...and some have popped out of nowhere. But these 3 have always been there. Affan, Azmi and Fida. They might never know it but i do treasure the time we always had tho for just that monopoly deal game. They are my next closes frens that i have apart from my ITE babes.

Just a few days ago, we had like a mini reunion with Faz, Izyan, Sab, Shikin & fam, Nadirah, Marliana Boon and I tell you all, that was THE BEST NIGHT in the 2010!

Seriously, we laugh the same way as we did many years back and we can still remember the things we did in school. Hahah.. those days... Really hope that we can just do this more often than making it just a one night stand. Really hope that, that night had rekindled those lights that had went off for many years....... I really hope.

With that, i end my whole year list that had happened to me. And i'll be back soon.. InsyaAllah...

Wondering

2009-05-24T22:12:00.003+08:00

I do wonder and i really want to find out.

How to make someone appreciates, misses, love even more that one person whom had been there for years?

Currently all i know is that being apart does. Or when there is a tragic thing tt happen (doesnt mean only death..)

But i wanna be open to the possibilities...

seriously.. I do want to know..

Anw yesterday nite was out w my dearest frens for bowling and dinner at marina square. Well.. it always had been Marina Square for bowling and dinner. hehehe.. We went from secret recipe (which no one served us), to pizza hut( long queue) and finally to swensen.. Hahaha..

So just visit me facebook alright for pics.. =D

hehehe.. so lazy to upload at blog..

leceh pon ader.. malas pon ader...

oritey... tts all...

The unexpected happened!

2009-05-20T22:44:00.002+08:00

Okay..

I got the shocked of my life today wen i opened a letter from RELC. I was expecting the letter but i wasn't expecting the results.

Seriously for the past 1 mth plus, i thought i would fail, not get the MOE job and have to go through the trouble of searching of a new job and possibly study full time.

But but but... I actually passed. Alhamdulillah... But boy, u didnt see my hand shook when reading the letter. How can i possibly pass when I totally suck at the oral exam! hahaha.. maybe it was the written exam.

So i guess, MOE is the next step for me.. I hope all will be well. This is definitely a new platform for me to step on.

Pray for me everyone!

hehehe..

wadever

2009-05-11T21:22:00.003+08:00

I am currently so pissed off.

U wanna make a biz, u'll definately make mistake.. Nobody is perfect, Mr Perfect.

U shouted at me and say too bad cos the mouthpiece is damn near.

My patience have limit mister. My dad has nvr shouted at me since primary sch.

And i dun respect pple who shout at others.

Dun lose the respect i have for u.

You want to resolves problems/issue,u talk it out. (point: NO SHOUTING NEEDED)

Whatever u shout wont solve the matter.

A fren in need, a fren indeed..

2009-05-10T23:21:00.002+08:00

I like to be the "fren in need" for anyone. Not for attention purpose. I like being there for pple who are in need.. Making pple happy and smile among the sadness. But to some point of view, it is like being nosey.

I admit, maybe it does get to a point of being nosey. But yeah..

We all have our secrets. We all have the right..

My apologies to my fren for my attitude.

therapeutic way~

2009-05-10T10:57:00.002+08:00

I do realise that blogging has its way being therapeutic. Esp wen pple have too many things to think abt, pple who is fighting w the other half.

But it is hard for me to just log in and write religiously. hahah.. But usually i would just sing my way out of the problem.

well yah plenty of things had happend.

tapi yg penting DAH GRADUATE! yay~

but the worst part im jobless!

omg... it is so tired/bored sitting at home, search for jobs but none called.. no $ come in, cant buy this, cant pay this. aiyo...

i just pray tt this recession will be over soon.. =)

Breeks@T2 and outing with Umair

2008-11-18T20:54:00.007+08:00

Photos from the saturday and Sunday..

Pak Rahman choosing wisely..

"Ngaaappp!"

his Lagsane and bohemian drink

Oh this is still sedapp! I noe it there is a cajun, blackened fish as the name!

Power drumstick

Best Garlic Bread everr..

Licin nyerrr

Sampai ngantok cik abg?!

IsH! secret sgt kerr??

=)

2008-11-17T20:58:00.002+08:00

Of cos, though we fought like the world war but we managed not to end anything.
yet we found more peace( as for now) but definitely more love.. awww..

hahaha..

i'm eating my dinner now.. so im kinda thinking and eating of wad to write.. and this was hanging since 815pm! hehe.. (now 926pm) food so got me distracted from typing.

so far everything is okay..
work a little bit relaxed cos of the current economy and yahh we're just interns so workload is already not that heavy in the first place.

Last week, Thursday, went out with dear for movie, Madagascar, which is soooo FUN! (a few days back we watched Quantum of Solace..) Sat, out with dear again to paya lebar MacD and geylang serai and sun too went out with dear.. haha.. just a short while to whitesands to check on some hps and for early dinner @ breeks airport.. ah yess.. breeks, the taste that is TOO GOOD to be true. ehehe..

well i always had a lot of idea to write in my blog, but once log in to type.. ahaha.. my brain just kaput. oh well..

-

2008-11-01T09:40:00.005+08:00

thank god yesterday was friday.. everyone was lazy to do anything and worse of it all i had to changed seat! ahhh how cld they, now i cant talk to my kak siti.. haiyooo.. so yesterday was me shifting my stuffs to the other seat, testing out the computer, talk here and there with soo ying and kak siti and went for lunch with Nor. apparently she misses me. hahaha.. padahal2 just meet on tues. its oklah nor.. i miss u too.. hehe

I didnt start my work till ard 3 plus to 4 because had heart to heart talk with soo for hours, but i finished my work all ard 5.. but soo, i dun think it is gg to work.

went out of work at 7pm today, the second to leave from the department and meet nor at tamp mrt control station to go singpost. i'm kinda new to this vpost tingy and the safe locker. and the sam plus machine hanged on us. so we wasted time there.

took the stuff, which i tot is with all the other stuffs i ordered, then head to mac to junk. while nor ogled the stuff, i ordered food, and we talk n laff cos she is the selenge one yesterday. ahaha..

sat at the bus stop, thinking wanna take bus, end up taking the crowded train at 830pm n head home. oh saw a guy with ipod touch n it looks cool. why did i realise it now? err well there is some employee programme with apple. and it is selling at a cheap price!!! $241, a weird no. but yahh.. so much cheaper than the original price. but it is making me think twice cos.. so c how next month.

-today-

Mommy is out to cik faridah's daughter's wedding. i would have to follow suit cos she wan me to bring the bagedil. and so this week is wedding week.

stuff no. 2 is now at the locker. ahhhh.. smlm tak nk letak sey!

need to return lib book somehow.. dunno when..

OH! IVE LOCKED MY TAGBOARD. SO HAPPY TAGGING TO WHOEVER. =p

*he, who makes me smile, laugh and cry a lot*

-

2008-10-30T21:57:00.003+08:00

This a public blog, it is for pple to read, but rarely pple read it. They last they check it was a dead blog, so no one would tink it would come back alive again.
This is also my blog. as much as i wan to write everything, i filter things tt dun need to be seen. This aint a publicity act of sympathy. This is the place where i pen my thots, my feelings, only i have rarely done it cos u were there to listen to my tots. but my lately my tots were not received well so i returned back to my blog n write my feelings abt everything cos u just dun seem to understand n ure very much blocked by so many anger to think anything properly.

*he, who makes me smile, laugh and cry a lot*

Mengapa

2008-10-29T23:02:00.002+08:00

Mengapa kau pergi
Mengapa kau kecewakan
Mengapa kau hancuri
Mengapa kau menghinakan
Mengapa kau sakiti
Mengapa kau melukakan
Mengapa kau memberi
Mengapa kau melupakan
Mengapa kau akhiri
Mengapa Kau Melupakan
Dengan getaran jiwa
Kukemukakan pertanyaan

Tak ingin kau pergi
Tak ingin kudikecewakan
Tak ingin cinta dinodai
Tak ingin dihancurkan

Tak ingin kudisakiti
Tak ingin kudilukakan
Tak ingin ku kau kuberi
Bila kau melupakan

Tak ingin ku di akhiri
Bila kau memuliakan dengan perasaan
Hampaku meminta jawaban

Di kananku cinta penuh bermadu
Di kiriku racunmu
Kalimah sakti yang mana untukku
Dapat kau membuat pilihan
Agar kita dapat bersama

Kau..bisa membahagiakan menceriakan
Kau..bisa menggembirakan mempesonakan
Aku…ingin dicintaimu dan mencintai
Aku…ingin bila terjaga kau di sampingku S'lamanya

Semoga cinta bersemi
Semoga cintamu kan dekat padaku
Asmara kan mengundang
Tanpa mengira waktu bertahta di hatimu dan di hatiku

Mengapa -Nicky Astria

stumbled on this song.. tot it fits me. me asking many questions to u.

*he, who makes me smile, laugh and cry a lot*

Think twice.

2008-10-29T08:30:00.005+08:00

*Dats wat happens wen im pissed off big time. Bt im not sorry 4 wad i said*
*u dun hv 2 imagine. I said what is true. I din make aniting up. 2 qn hw much i noe my brothers n our integrity den 2 accuse me of assuming wad i noe by hear brought abt everything dat has happened to u. u cant accept it den i guess ders no pt pursuing d relationship.*

Read that all over again and again.

You said -wad u said was true. SO what have i been saying is lies to u? U were driving, i was at the back. I saw it and im stating the fact. And u noe that deep inside, that i would nvr insult any of u, But still u blame me for everything.

this thing does not need to be blown off like this. U dun like me stating the fact that i know, tell me off minus the F words and blaming. That i can accept.

On the contrary, Would you accept me saying any F words to u and blaming u? Of cos u wont. So do u think that now i simply accept that and carry on just as per normal?

So far u talked abt my family esp my sisters, have i blame u and curse u F words? I can even agree w u but to a certain extent about them. And that's it. But did i fight w u and cause big arguments? Did I?

just think abt that first. you just dun noe how much pain i have gone thru for this.

*he, who makes me smile, laugh and cry a lot*

Swollen eye bags

2008-10-27T10:58:00.004+08:00

They are still swollen till now but no one cares.

It started like this. I saw an incident that, to me, is not right. A brother playing around with his sister who is at any time could reach her puberty. Playing around can mean anything but he hugs her from behind, tickle and roll on the carpet. I did stop them, saying she might just vomit cos we all just had dinner but he just continue and i just keep quiet.

To me, it was not right cos she isnt a young kid no more unless it is Athirah or Umair or Azhad.
And I just had to tell him. Of cos, from my title u know it didnt turn out well.

*Fuck what u care* *You judge my family, my brothers, and you say I'm ego* * I made BIG mistake introducing to you to my family thinking you're sensitive enuf after the 5 yrs* *You no shits of my family. You no shits of being called anak ---------. Being separated from your sisters* *... little miss perfect life*

Those are some which i can remember without looking at my phone.

What can I say, we had a rough week, and me just saying my point, to him it is the end.
No i didnt judge his whole family. Yes i no shits of hardships. Maybe I had not been called anak ------ but yah they said something as bad as that 3 YEARS AGO to me for your information.

*They wished they hadnt had me.*

N YES i said you're egoistics cos u MISTOOK what i meant and return me with a lot of FUCK you, FUCKing shit.. without giving what i meant A SECOND THOUGHT. did you? No, definately not. You were engrossed with anger, blaming me for all.

NOt only that, ur sister msn me blames me for all too though she said sorry which i know you would have told her so. Imagine the whole family. I dunno what you say to them either esp in ur anger.

Thanks for making everyone hating me.

And thanks, this unfinised cake is gg into the dumpster.
And thanks for the 5 yrs if u intend to leave things this way.

upset

2008-10-09T08:23:00.002+08:00

raya came, and now it feels raya went.

apart from the strain and communication breakdown somewhere, i tot things things are getting better. be it for friends and him.

but then it took a toll yesterday, when he has to work on sat at 6pm plus having theory lesson or test for 2a at 2pm. i dun mind of the thoery thingy. but the work, i know he had the ability to change at least, the timing when the boss sms him the schedule. but he didnt. but now wad can i do? I have feelings u noe as much as u have. and all of sudden i just cant be upset cos u have to work. fine tt is how u c it. sorry for the first attitude though but when i say what i feel, u just cant accept it. so where can i say what i feel??

now u say u're no mood for raya with the upsets and expectations. how abt me?

ya i am sorry i badly wanted to drive and expect u to drive as well. but that is old history.
we r now taking bus. then u say organiser is not replying or talking to u.

u think she really talks to me?

i am just thankful to rod and zila for just not giving me the same cold shoulder for wad has happened.

im done.

oops!

2008-09-22T22:23:00.009+08:00

heh.. didnt get to even go online yesterday to update and upload anything abt saturday. hahaha.. so today it shall gonna be a two days kind of post..

Saturday

It was supposed to be a day for me to actually and really bake kueh2 that i wanna do BUT of cos mom and dad has plans and so the morning part i kinda woke up late at 10am then did some clean up on dest ( which is still messy) and played Wedding Dash.. oh oh.. I completed this top level which i couldnt overcome since before my exam! hahaha..

So after Zohur, we headed down to Arab street, cos daddy wanna find some malay herbal oil thingy i guess at this malay shop but of cos it is sold out. and dad just lost interest the rest of the journey except wen buy food at the food bazaar near tepak sireh.. hahah

Walked a bit here and there at arab street, daddy paid zakat harta at Sultan Mosque and we head of to BHG at Bugis Junction. and so my top priority is to get a high heel (but not so high) for raya.. Dad found a seat near the entrance and so i begin my 30 min to 45 min of shoe hunting. Well i went to those $60 and below section, didnt dare to go to americaya and bonia shoe section. I found the shoe that i like though, but mom wasnt into it.. so i gave up and just said to them next time. thats me, wen i just couldnt find the next best to the one i want.

And guess wad.. a few steps away, at a super discounted price section, mom showed this high heel which is pretty and i tried it, and bought it. haha.. so my top priority is done. Next........ mom's and my fav. hunt is bags.. this time ard we dare to go in the branded area minus Bonia.. ahaha.. We were just looking ard though.. until we reach to guy laroche section and find this sleek and small bag. Looking at the price, err... the other designs cost a bomb but this was reasonable.

It wasnt love at first sight for me but it become my next priority.. hahahaha.. and ohhh dad went up to second level cos we're kinda slow moving off from the bags. poor daddy.. he ended up being very pissed at me and mom cos we decided to buy that guy laroche bag at the very last min.

and sooo... i my top priorities is done. Now i am very prepared for Raya.. =)

Aint like the food we bought at Spore Zam Zam. standard of food drop drastically. Sad.. Next is to try Victory and see how victorious it is..

The field beside my block.. See how it is being defaced.... they are making private HDB those kind.. haiizzz

The lift near my house, which is causing a hell lot of mess inside and outside everyone's houses. and today caused TOTAL blackness to the whole 155-160plus area.

And these are the things were bought at BHG.. hehe.. the brown shoe is for work ok! my two other black shoes is a mess with cement dust and other dust from the Lift Upgrading Programe.

After breaking fast, me and mom decided to go sheng shiong for monthly groccery shopping. It is pretty tiring but me and mom can still handle to go out again. Daddy was beat.. hahaha.. poor daddy..

Sunday

Woke up at 9am, did my first batch of kueh for that day. it is called my sweet heart though it doesnt look like one now, cos I havent finished up the kueh yet.. After making the 3rd batch of my sweet heart, mom suggested to go to Ikea, Courts to get the carpet. So yahh.. I had to stop and follow mommy. However, Long decided to follow so ya, we had the convient way going there and coming back. =p

We didnt get the carpet we wanted from Courts and so we headed to IKEA and imagine the things we bought. hehehe.. But we're one of the few people buying small2 items. I think 90% of the customers there bought items comes with those big big boxes. ahahaha.. imagine the queue at the counter.

We reached home ar 530pm, pre heat dinner, prepare dinner and then mom suggested to start on my another simple cornflakes for my neice Atirah's sell kueh day this coming sat. And we did that after terawih, up till 1030pm. Watched that Sense of home story, kinda cool, but what i wanted to watch is Oprah give big.. yup it is one of the best reality series i've watched apart from other reality series cos this is about giving what u have to the people in need.. the bigger amount u give to the pple in need, the better chance for u stay in the competition.

It is kinda of not tt gd to make people compete of which is to give the biggest help, but the contestants dun really know of what would happen to the last person standing in that show.
U guys should watch too.. sunday 11pm. It's more of how these pple work to help the needy tt really touch me feelings.

After that show, I called my dear as per usual when i touch down on my bed.. hahah and we talk2 till 1am. Now i am very sleepy after a whole day of work plus sch assignment to finish.

toodles!

My wisdom...

2008-09-20T23:16:00.006+08:00

Everything from the previous post is all a-okay.. well now it is just to look forward and celebrate raya together. =)

After the whole huhaa situation on last wed, I took out my wisdom tooth. it is scaryyy to visit the dentist and to know tt he is gg to pull ur tooth out! and being me... I kinda keep talking and talking to the dentist before he pulled out my tooth. ahahah.. ask him wad is he gg to do.. how issit done, would i feel the pain.. does it hurt.. ahaha yup those are the few of the many many questions i decided to ask..

wad was i thinking?! maybe i tot my talking too much he would not pull out my tooth or make me faint and pull out my tooth BUT of cos he didnt do tt. He gave me 2 painful jabs on my gum area and my whole mouth become NUUMBB..

But tt didnt still stop me from talking. ahahah.. serious scared to death! Lucky for me, he did some twist with his tool, grab another tool and the tooth is OUT! and my mouth turned bloody.. oooo imagine the dentist point of view.. i feel like i was drinking and spitting out blood.

He did the stitches.. and there is 2 of them currently in my mouth with one of it hurting my tongue, some kind of poking my tongue. I feel like taking the stitches out myself.

And so this is my tooth that is thought to be wisdom... wahaha..

ok i'm kinda feeling hot in my room. the aircon has gone berserk. I shall update tmr abt today..

torn in 2

2008-09-14T21:26:00.002+08:00

this is me now, feeling sour.

torn in 2 without realising it.

the bf of mine and my frens.

both says abt each other.

what they dont realise i'm torn in 2.

upset with everything tt has been said though its true.

rice has turned into porridge.

and i'm not sure how to face any of them.

because i'm torn in 2.................

taking pain killers to make me sleep. be away from this world. away from the pain tt i'm experiencing.

so emo... but what to do

cos i'm torn in two.

what to write?

2008-05-28T17:37:00.003+08:00

well its e-learning week. no need to be physically in sch but yah do work at home. but i cannot do things at home. soo many distractions!!! sooo yahh.. here i am in sch. i did some stuffs. well i managed to. ahahah.

still have:

investment individual assignment
investment grp assignment
PLB grp assignment
CFAS assignment which i dunno what is it about..

to study for common test starting this Saturday:

investment
treasury
PLB
CFAS.

temptations is always there esp when u have laptop and internet connection. hahah.. surf few webbies and made my first online order! hahah.. have to wait till it arrive in July. oh my. hahahah i can wait. make it as a birthday present for myself. =p

anw i hate this bunch of young biatches near my table. SO the NOISY. Laugh so LOUD. i dun consider their laugh as coincidental type of laugh but FORCED laugh. so its freaking irritating.

what i do? listen to my music loud enuf to drown their shrieking voices.

teenagers.. the only time they would regret is when they are older and feel ashamed of their behaviors when they see the younger generations who behaved liked them.

overly concerned

2008-05-28T00:29:00.002+08:00

what do u do when ur bf falls seriously sick?
make sure he get proper medicine.
make sure he eats enuf..
make sure he sleeps enuf.. or even more..
make sure he feels OK.

so he cant speak cos of his ulcers in his mouth. and yah he has to work cos he's been on MC for like a week.

I just ask and make sure he is all of the above.

and yah to him it is overly concern. k. suit urself.

u say u r thankful but u wanna do things urself. k. suit urself.

I am just overly concern to u.

whatever..

2008-02-14T21:25:00.002+08:00

i am so in the mood to write abt how me and my dear spend our 4 yr 6 mths anniversary today and yah dad had to spoil it just now cos i asked his opinion abt CR card. he dun let me talk. and yah he thinks im like his brother and brother in law. WTF. seriously i am damn piss off now. very much. WHATS THE POINT OF JOINING BANKING AND FINANCIAL SERVICES course when i know what i'm doing???????? and he says I DUNNO ANYTHING AT ALL.

wtf.

i'll upload later w pics. too pissed off. i am so NOT TALKING TO HIM.

well

2008-02-04T23:26:00.000+08:00

haha.. and so its already 2008, feb. ahaha.. and my last entry was dec 07. ahhh lets just say blogging isnt my cup of tea anymore. have a bf who i can slash out my feelings. hehehehe.. sorry dear. =p

and wen it comes to wad i so wanted to say, i lost tt burning fire to talk it out. just dun feel like it. like as though it would be a fine day tomr or wad. so ya... i'll update soon.

waduh

2007-12-22T20:36:00.000+08:00

i finally will have a taste of gold choc. yuhuuu~ all thanks to my 2nd cusin's new wife. hahaha.. today is his wedding so ya n i've gttn myself those chocs tt i've been eyeing.

and soooo.. hols is now on. well not much of hols cos there are 4 projects to be done. haiiizz.. n most due in 1st wk of jan. wth. but anw i cant wait for tt to be over. but then exams will be on soon too. waduhhh!

ok im kinda tired to think n write more. i need more brain juices for my project which i need to do NOW.

No one by Alicia Keys

2007-11-22T20:34:00.000+08:00

Alicia Keys - No One lyrics


I just want you close
Where you can stay forever
You can be sure
That it will only get better
You and me together
Through the days and nights
I don’t worry ‘coz
Everythings gonna be alright
People keep talking
They can say what they like
But all I know is everything’s gonna be alright

No one no one no one
Can get in the way of what I’m feeling
No one no one no one
Can get in the way of what I feel for you
You you
Can get in the way of what I feel for you

When the rain is pouring down

And my heart is hurting

You will always be around

This I know for certain

You and me together

Through the days and nights

I don’t worry cause

Everythings gonna be alright

People keep talking

They can say what they like

But all I know is everything’s gonna be alright

No one no one no one

Can get in the way of what I’m feeling

No one no one no one

Can get in the way of what I feel for you

You you

Can get in the way of what I feel for you

I know some people search the world

To find something like what we have

I know people will try

Try to divide

Something so real

So till the end of time

I’m telling you that

No one no one no one

Can get in the way of what I’m feeling

No one no one no one

Can get in the way of what I feel for you

oh oh oh ...

Song lyrics No One lyrics

wtf

2007-10-30T21:30:00.000+08:00

Just as i wanted to update blog the other day in sch and i was blocked from it! heh.. school.

well wad can i say abt today?

YES I NOE I AM A RECEPTIONIST. BUT I DO NOT KNOW ABT THE ENTIRE SHOPS IN SPORE!

how the heck am i supposed to know LJS at TM is on renovation huh?????

yah i waited for u 1 hr but tt doesnt mean i must go there rite? u told me to walk ard.. NOT GO TO LJS.

damn. i am bloodly pissed with u for that. am very angry u threw temper at me like its my fault that LJS when under reno. wtf.

wahahah

2007-10-27T22:04:00.000+08:00

okay.. it has been a around or almost a month..

yes yes.. i just have tooo lazy and sooo lazy to type any life story of mine. hahaha..

attachment was okay and its over already.. but i do miss them..

skool is just been in 2 weeks now... i hate skool. hahaha.. i dunno why. just wasnt anticipating for skool.

and its still raya. this year it is tiring one. maybe i'm the only left at home with mak most of the time.. so i helped her out wit many things and yahh.. tired kot. heheh.. aper nyer anak dara.

okay dah lazy to type anymore!

OC new office opening

2007-09-21T22:44:00.000+08:00

and so today was the new offoce opening. weee...was part of it. kinda tiring thou. ahaha. i actually dun have much to do but i think there were toooo many pple, i walked ard so yah kinda tired of boredom. ahahaha.. but cool lah.. knew everyone better. and its cool. i think i will surely miss them wen i need to go back to skool.

haizzz... pic will be up soon for the new office opening. kinda sleepy now.

1 month separation

2007-09-20T22:42:00.000+08:00

For our own good... for this holy month... Till we meet again on october 15.. And i shall be counting down the days. For u. For US my dear...

haizz..

2007-09-14T23:19:00.000+08:00

its a wonder thing tt Ikaruga still can haunt me in my head. hahaha.. i can still remember some slide postions for the piece. and as i was listening to the song- all thanks to Ho Yin who wanted the piece and Shafiah aka Chambermaid.. for ripping her CD for me- I was reminded the best times we had on that Victoria Concert Hall stage.

Our very first major performance with the school (now an annual event) Cest La Vie I. Glad to be the pionner of tt annual event.

I really missed those times, when we were soo much younger and we head to one skool called Siglap Sec and committed to one major CCA, Siglap Concert Band. I missed the times Mr Samad ( wonder where he is now....) would torture us, those times me, Jia Yi, the late Zahid and Syed (TRB section) sat at the back with Rhina, Chew Siew, Elsie and Veron (TRPT sect)... How we would go home late after band, had dinner at Delifrance or MacD at WhiteSands...

We were young then, one ting in common.. Band. As for now is so hard to get everyone back. Everyone have their own things to do.

I miss Zahid. Seriously. I listened to Ikaruga and second suite... I wouldnt be tt 'loud horrible' trb player without his help/guidance. I just miss him. n i dunno how to say it any more in words.

Just being emo today.

2007-09-10T21:21:00.000+08:00

Song lyrics Avril Lavigne lyrics

still a long way to go...

2007-09-08T00:29:00.000+08:00

its just 2 weeks ive been attached to the oracle capital... ahhh.. still like have 5 more. aisey... kinda tired abt waking up early n finish work at 6pm.. hmmm.. does this mean i dun like office hrs? aahahah.. i dunno.

well i dun do wad it being taught in skool but as usual its just "survival" skills being implemented. wahahah. wth. i have lost touch with my english. ishhhh~ help me.

n so.. its basic admin work, making chinese tea, photocoping stuffs, edit some entries of their daily report thingy. sent reports to CEO, COO, Chairman.....bla bla.
the only thing i would say is related is that they allow me to go for their course of being a new facilitators n those bank's rep that come down to the office every wed to promote thier financial products. n tts tt. wad to write sey for the report. 1000 words some more. oh well.

okay i am super tired to write anymore. =P

Athirah's birthday

2007-08-23T20:34:00.001+08:00

Our Love

2007-08-23T20:14:00.000+08:00

On my 4th year anniversary with HIM.. 14 August 2007, Dinner at Swensen's Whitesands.

his food.

My food.

My 4 years being together with him..

National Day!!

2007-08-09T23:46:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 42th BIRTHDAY TO SINGAPORE!!!!

HAPPY 22th BIRTHDAY TO SIKIN!!!!

weee...

i made my daddy spent for me.. some clothes to wear on the attachment and also future uses... guess how much?!! $205!!!! wahhh.. poor daddy. hehe. now it kinda worries me. i dunno want to ask daddy sponser me again for the driving lessons. i dun have that thick skin to ask. seriously.

ahhhh... i need to START studying. OMG. Next week is exam... haiyooooo......... ok ok ok. bye~

swensen's nite out w Flamin Muffins Members

2007-08-08T23:47:00.000+08:00

-Our main course has arrived-

-arthur eating his fries-

-main course done. Rueben talking, Quan relax one corner-

-waiting for our regular earthquake-

-the earthquake tt shook out dinner table! wahaha.. DON this is wad u MISSED!!!-

retail therapy

2007-07-28T23:22:00.000+08:00

nah not me. i only got a stint of it for today. BUT SOMEBODY went for a retail therapy. ahaha.. SOMEBODY bought a polo-t and a Davidoff perfume for men. wahh... hehe =D

As for me.. hmm i had my spa therapy yesterdae. Not bad though. But i would prefer wayan retreat when i become more financially stable. Well Aranda is cheap. SUPER cheap. so as for now, Aranda@The Spa will be my choice.

Wad else to say? hmm.. hmm.. OH! tmr gg to meet the gals after such a long long time. Not tt very long time ago.. but it felt long. Anw, we didnt meet up during Rod's and My bdae. So belated gathering is okay.

*Trying my super best to get my dearest to go along. ahaha.. since everyone has been using public.*

And so.. Life to me is getting harder? MOney is needed every where any time.. all the time. Every single step money is included. WHO INVENTED MONEY?!!! Should have just stayed with barter trade. hahahaha..

How i wish i would be born the those times wen every plce is not developed n everyone is living a simple-hard life. Now.. it supper and even harder materialised life. We are just working for material needs.. But wad can these materials help us if we die?

Haiz.. World is coming to an end. Just dunno when.

touch and go...

2007-06-27T00:10:00.000+08:00

lets just say.. i was soo sleepy today because moved more furnitures in the hse yesterday at night... n yup2... internet connection down due to wrong plugging of the wires and i slept at 1 am after sorting out the wires bla bla bla.

this time ard the hse have a whole new look.

hahaha.. and it started from me, shifting ard my bed, tables ard my room. weee...

BUT of cos i wont do it again. nope. i am officially retired from moving furnitures in the hse. for now of cos. but i would still have to do if mom wants to do it.

ahhhh!!!! project still not moved anywhere!!!!!! oh shit!

yuhu...

2007-06-21T22:34:00.000+08:00

2 weeks pass very the fast. i wish there could be more hols. haizz.... still many projects haven been done yet... 3 are due in july. how can painstaking can that be!!!!!!!

ahhhh.. i need sleep.. oh oh oh... jude law is so handsome. hahaha.. partially watched the holiday w my dear in skool. haha. the DVD rosak man. but jude law is one hot man~ n of cos so is my dear. hahaha..

n so tmr i shall be babysitting my 2 nephews n 1 neice... cos ngah dah start work.... n apparently there isnt any news abt wad wld be done to ease the burden of mak from long and abg h. well.... plan but no action. WAD IS THE POINT??!!!!

very upset with them abt that.

okays2... i shall be sleeping soon. tmr is and hopefully a good day..... w 2 kids running ard n 1 baby.. yup.

halo2

2007-06-01T20:52:00.000+08:00

ya i noe2.. it has been such a long time. just haddent anything much to talk abt u noe.. hhahah oh well.. common test is next week monday. n seriously i aint prepared. a bit la but not tt much.

anw, last week went out w ma babes from ITE. so very much miss them. yup2... it had been such a long time since i meet them. oh well.. each of us had been bz with work n skool n yah.. thank god we meet up tt day.

so fun.. bitching around.. haha.. just talking and talking. updating infos. oh and yess MANAN have a GF!!!! wooooowww!!! manan i salute u! hahahah.. congrates dude for ur gf. Pls2 take care of her okay!

and so.... today after lecture, went out with my darling to watch shrek the third at Vivo.. hahah.. the movie.. hmm.. well its funny all right, just too short. hahaha.. not enuf kick to make us keep falling of the chair n to remember the movie. But of cos i LURVE the part abt shrek dreams of having over tooo many babies at his home and of cos the ending part.

HIS BABIES ARE SOOOO CUTE!!!!!

i think some company should make the babies to some dolls or wad. i shall be one of the first to buy it! hahaha.. okay2 thats it for now. i need to catch up time to study!!!

i'm back!

2007-05-18T23:22:00.000+08:00

haha.. it hadnt been that long. but swell.. its one heck of a week. it is every day that i am back home at evening or night except Tuesday. n ya.. that day also i got real pissed by azhad for playing ard in the toilet n his whinning bla bla bla.

i cant get any rest!!! aiyooo... i think i can like faint or sleep forever. ahahaha.. n yah i need my sleep. soon i think i shall be sleeping. anw supposed to be doing some tutorials cos will be working for the next two days BUT i think i am relaxing now till i sleep and wake up tmr morning.

ohh... one project is done, 1 presentation is done.. for this week. Next will be 1 individual project with presentation. and its was a subj, that i tot i would like. Intro to Social Pyschology. IT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE FUNNN!!!! but anw, next week is the very last week for it. and yah thank god, one burden is down BUT common test is coming soon.

oh dear. it aint honeymoon in poly. hahahah..

very useless me........

2007-05-14T13:15:00.000+08:00

not in a moood. fmgt tutor just sacarstically tell the class i am lazy. so yah. wth. just didnt get to lecture last fri...... and yah.. maybe i dun like my new class. wth. wtf. wtb. wad the... n this fmgt tutor is sucky a whole lot. evrything to do on laptop. saying its so much easier to do onlne. but ya wad the heck. .....................................................

not in the mood.

my needs

2007-05-13T22:45:00.000+08:00

today i just felt useless. not just today yesterday. i cant think for fmgt cash budget. i cant think for ECD one page proposal. and today.. well.. i just cant say it. maybe i just need frens. him. ahhhh.. i think so. just what the heck..

bon suar~

2007-05-08T21:58:00.000+08:00

oui oui... it has been such a long time. i have been plain lazy to update. too many stuffs to do, think of. So far everything is okay. not that GOOD. but just okay.

in many ways i am afraid of IEF projects. havent start any tiny bit yet. but then the rest wanted to finish up some others first due this week and next. well okay lah. i understand that but i hope then dun be so relaxed that much.

yardiyar... tmr there is a test. AAA aka accounting application analysis or accounting analysis application. hahaha.. dunno which comes second after accounting. Not really that afraid of that. hahah.. mcm real je. but yah im okay abt the topic. but i shall be doing some revisions soon.

okaylah. i wanted to much to brood abt something but due to family ties. i rather not. let me drown with the feelings. wadeve.

okay2 i need to find pics for project.

and so i thought...

2007-04-26T20:24:00.000+08:00

i thought i could be able to go to skool today.. and yup.. i didnt have a proper sleep in which i slept for 3 hours and has gastric from 3am onwards. sheesh.. in many ways i dun like being cancerian because of these. stomach related problems. hahaha..

anw kathy is having contractions!!! yuhooo!! hahaha.. i know i am not the one giving birth BUT BUT BUT I am sooooo happy for her! and very excited too! hehehehe.. cant wait to meet cute baby!!! hehehe.. okay.. i am grinning toooo much. and i have a whole lot of things to cover for the missed tutorials and lectures! yikes!!

3 days MC

2007-04-24T23:00:00.000+08:00

hehe.. yup tts what the doc gave me. for just a whopping 38.7C fever. well i think its a once a year sickness thingy. last yr when skool just started n i fell sick, same case but this time around just one day extra of mc.

as for my new class, they are okay i guess. cant say much though cos havent get to noe them yet. but yah okaylah. miss my old classmates. oh well.. anyways my fever has gone down just throbbing headache at certain time but i still hve a whole lot of things to do.. tutorials bla... projects and all.. aiyooo...

lets shall quote from Ms Koh Poh Tee... " ur honeymoon is over"

bluergh..

from someone who doesnt have a life.

2007-04-24T22:56:00.000+08:00

18 Apr 07, 12:19
Anonymous: Girl. Juz an advice. I think you shld noe that he is cheating on u with other girls as well

22 Apr 07, 16:37
Anonymous: U dun hav to believe me. I am married. U can call me cheap or watsoeva but as a woman, i think I have to warn u. I dun want another girl to be fooled by him. He slept with me.

22 Apr 07, 16:40
Anonymous: He told me that he will remembers me and love me only. I dun care wat he is doing now but having a relationship with u for 3 years and having it with me last year... isn't dat cheating you?

22 Apr 07, 16:42
Anonymous: I broke off with him as I think he is not matured enuf and then I got married. But reading ur blog and knowing rahman is ur bf, i think u have the right to noe. Gd luck in ur relationship.

AS A WOMAN AS WELL, I SHALL ADVICE U TO GET A LIFE. I KNOW HIS PAST N U DUN HAVE TO TELL ME THAT. THEREFORE IT IS USELESS FOR U TO DO ALL THE STUPID ACTS FOR THE PAST 3 YEARS BECAUSE U DUN GAIN ANYTHING FROM IT. U CANT GET HIM BACK CRAWLING TO YOU EVEN IF ME N HIM R NO MORE TOGETHER. BCOS U R ONE CHEAP BITCH WHO HAVE NO DIGNITY BUT JUST TO DESTROY RELATIONSHIP. GET A GRIP BITCH.

halo halo

2007-04-22T00:02:00.000+08:00

another, u can say bz week or a lazy one, for me. ahahah.. sch started already. and its like so fast that 1 year of poly has gone. and i am like starting out w a new class this coming monday, i wonder how they would be like.

anw thank god there is someone tt i had known before. that in a way is something good.

oh.. i now noe why this week had been a bz week. i was also bz cleaning up the mess in my room, cupboards to clear up space so i can put my current years' files, books and etc. plus i had to find out ideas of giving out photos to everyone from kakakorom. hahaa.. sheesh too many photos, 170 of em and the size is also big. I cant even put on the cd! ahahahah..

in many ways i got no choice to post it online so its easier for pple to c and if they want it, they ask from me. =p most prb i will be the wanted person. hahaha.. which i think i am..

okays.. i need to check on my online album... send it to my frens... plus do tutorials.. heh~

bz week..

2007-04-16T00:14:00.000+08:00

whoa.. really had such a bz week... not really a week but 2 weeks. 1 week was working, typing data entry, giving packets for kiasu customers and then back to skool for baoc preparations and from 10-12 april went to skool for the real thing BAOC..

yup.. its the greatest moment for me to be in such a great event. the 3 days were great, memorable and wonderful. each day making new frens and experiencing great fun being in skool. ahahaha.. wad shit.. but the whole thing is fun. and i have 170 pics.. and i dunno how to pass to my grp mates!

tmr already will be gg to skool for just french class at 6pm!!! wahhhh.. oh well....

ok ok i need to continue sending pics to my frens..

about me

2007-04-07T11:32:00.000+08:00

I am an adolescent GIRL turning 21 years old this year. Maybe by when i grew a year older I would be considered a lady or woman.

My characteristics... I am NATURALLY QUIET PERSON. I will a talkative person when I have things to talk, when i am with friends (depends on situation) and the person i love. Believe it or not i am not talkative when i am with family members, just like ur best fren.

There is a saying there is child in us. When one did something which to her is okay, others will find is CHILDISH. Yes i am logheaded, certain things u cannot accept cos to u it is deem childish. and u think u r not?? I dun even knw what the hell u were thinking.

I was talking about WHAT MY SISTER SAID ABOUT ME n CUSIN, u interrupted tts fine. I continued talking n then u interrupted again this time saying i am making up excuses for not accepting the fact i am childish. and so I retreat by keeping quiet. I told u i reached home and msged if u think i am too sensitive.

After refreshing myself, U want to know what? I felt so much better and decides to be talkative, why? BECAUSE I HAVE LET GO OF WAD HAPPENED WHEN U INTERRUPTED.

BUT NOOO.. u just have to be SENSITIVE abt me retreating.. wait.. CHILDISH. then u said that I am the only one with feelings n in short saying I AM SELFISH. Maybe i am in certain ways but if talking about just solely 6 APRIL 2007, FRIDAY, u came back from work at 7am, i didnt want disturb u by msging cos worst come to worst u will sleep till 1pm or 2pm.

But then u tot otherwise. ANd then tt interruption u made, the retreat i took, u just hav to add on to ur list till its too full n u have to erupt saying u said yesterday. I already told u before just say wad u want to say whenever we hav miscommunication or misunderstanding. But no.. u want to ignore it but actually silently without knowing it u are keeping it. So who is childish now?

Well ya.. maybe we have together for too long huh?

My Celebrity Look-alikes

2007-04-05T23:22:00.001+08:00

My cool celebrity look-alike collage from MyHeritage.com. Get one for yourself.

lazy sunday

2007-04-02T00:21:00.000+08:00

yah i am lazy today.. the whole day. maybe bcos of the rain in the morning. hhahaha.. n yah.. so didnt like went out, which i intended to cut my hair, till evening. where else but to eastpoint. hahaha.. ate my lunch and dinner at sakura n then went to NTUC as usual to buy some stuffs and tts it me n mom head home. so what can be done but just sit n watch tv.

watched some of the league of extraordinary people/men, then some of pimp my ride n some of the most 10 amazing pple on Star World, in which i almost cried when Terri Irwin talked abt Steve Irwin. and I finanlly stuck on HK movie, My Left eye can see Ghost. that movie was humourous plus very sad towards the end. Last but not least i watched America's Next Top Model. Yup my fav reality show..

oh oh.. after tt there was this commercial abt the singapore fashion week thingy n guess wad. i saw my schoolmate on TV!! OMG! Though he suited being a hunky model cos he is caucasian anw but yah i was soo shocked to c him. well still in spore. ahahah.. couldnt believe tt he is still surviving very well somewhere.

KUDOS to David Steltzer!

okay... had some stiff wit dear. dunno wad else to be done.

yahooo~

2007-04-01T00:01:00.000+08:00

hellooooo.... i am bored yet i dunno wad to write. hahaha.. anw i am in a way happy tmr is the last day of lucky draw at estpoint!!! yahhhoooooo!!!!!! in many ways i prefer to be asked revelent questions and do data entry. hahaha.

wad else to say?? i am just out of ideas of what to write. toodles~

just pics

2007-03-26T23:32:00.000+08:00

ni dua brother..

Below is the last pics of his bike. hahaha..

my dear got into an accident.. hmm a silly one n shcking as well a few weeks ago. udah dikatakan.... JGN TIDO BILE RIDING!!!!

Alhamdulillah he is still alive.

bitches

2007-03-24T00:01:00.000+08:00

in this world... there are many of the above. so far 2 at my workplaces who blames others but not themselves, show 2 sides and 1 other who is constantly disturbing my peace with my dear.

how to handle them?

my godma told me tt to her, just be direct, blant at them. but then the workplace shows the gd side of them to most of us at work. so they dunno tt i know..

but of cos the major bitch is the one who is disturbing us. ignoring her didnt work, she kept calling my dear, n now she strikes by giving a song abt minah tudung.

so how?

actually...

2007-03-17T23:58:00.000+08:00

i am very lazy n slpy now.. hahah.. but i think it has been quite some time tt i have not been updating my blog. not tt i am lazy. hehe.. i think i wasnt online much.. did all the other stuffs and just forgot. ahhh.. forgot tts the word.

hahaha.. =p

well.. in short.. wednesday, 14 march we got results.. yup i got my results back. i think it is a better improvement from the previous one.. at least there is 2 As some where in the result. =p
i am not tt overly elated or over sad of my results. just happy that i passed and go thru the next round of hell/wonderful life of poly.

anw tt day my class went to st anthony co..... dunno how to spell tt, well the skool at bedok north to do smart money workshop with them. OMG.. they were sooooooooooooooooooo noisy. hahaha.. girls meet girls=gossip+3yrs in skool together=rowdy

hahahaha.. just glad i went into a mixed skool. tts for sure.

thurs then i went to JB with aunt family n cussins. in all 9 pple in a mpv/suv. okaylah.. it wasnt really tt fun cos my nephew was there as well. and i was like a mom. hahah. scold here scold there. yah. even in the movie theathre also the same. oh well... and OH!! i forgot one big detail. my dear was in a freak accident! OMG! freaked me out.. freaked him out. cos he actually closed his eyes!!!!!! Allhamdulillah he is fine. BUT still.......

*P/s: my dear, if u read this... PLEASE DO NOT RIDE/DRIVE ANY VEHICLE IF U R SLEEPY. this is my plea, my warning, my threat to you okay..

and yesterday... i went out with my dear n his brother, aziz, to first pay for someone's bike who he is the garantor, in which the person MIA, at katong, then to macpherson to c his poor bike, n then to bugis for their breakfast n my lunch. hahaha.. he went to JB n i went home, elek for a while before gg to work.

today... morning went for my band pract at siglap. yup still surviving the alumni.. practising for the coming POP ceremony which i found out to be quite grand. to think we hadnt had such thing during my time. but anw i finally found how to play my tbone without making my mouth numb, but tts only for short notes or shall i say fast tempo. well i 'died' when it came to the slower tempo...

we played one moment in time... it just flickered the memories when the times me, my friends had fun... i dunno.. i think band is band without pple tt u stuck with thru ups n downs for 4 years. i dun feel it now w the current band.. and i definately missed the old time........ n allahyarham zahid...................... cant really describe my feelings now... i really miss him.. my senior...

...........

HONEY!! I'M HOME!!!

2007-03-08T22:35:00.000+08:00

well.. i was already back home yesterday after 5 days 4 nights trip at KL and port dickson. to cut the long story short......

Day1

Arrived KL after 5 gruesome hours of butt pain but fun bus ride to KL at 230pm, checked in at hotel, and out we went to Masjid Jameak area (ard 330pm)- known for a HUGE no. of shops sellings head scarfs, KAIN=CLOTHS to make baju kurung usually bla bla bla.. and so happen there was pasar malam. and yah.. 1st day in KL, we shopped till we dropped dead at hotel at 1030pm. thanked god, the train station is near..

Day2

We went out a lil bit late. ard 11plus.. went to Bukit Bintang area where it is like town area. shopping malls cramped to each other.. didnt do much shopping there- cos our feet, esp mine were still aching from the day b4 shopping spree, but after meeting my second cousin, who works at KLIA, we went to petaling street A.K.A chinatown- some place he recommended.

Bought myself a bag and sunglasses. hahah. oh and also another wallet from ysterday spree.. soo the things i bought were branded goods but immitation type. hahahahha.. oh well i cant afford gucci and coach items!! after petaling st, took cab to KLCC n back to hotel.

at night we went to dinner across our hotel n took a stroll to KLCC. well its the nearest mall to go to within 5 min. so yup yup... walked ard till 10pm, n slowly walked back to hotel. packed some of our stuffs and zZzzZZzzzzZZZzz..

Day3

Had BF across hotel, n back to hotel of cos due to the cheap price of the food there than at hotel thou it's buffet at the hotel. then elek2, check out 12pm then our taxi driver took us for a 2 hr drive to Port Dickson.

First time there. really dunno how it is, so yah.. very curious. somehow the first thing i saw is PIZZAHUT. haha.. its like at the side of the road. who wouldnt resist. after finally found the hotel, checked in, relaks for a while, we went out for our LUNCH/DINNER at the pizzahut. I tell u it is damn cheap!!!! and delicious!!!! u can even pull the cheese from the pizza!!! hahahaha.. food superb.

then took a stroll to their one and only shopping mall.. hahah.. shop some clothes for the nephews and neice and went back.

PORT DICKSON is a small town.. like SIMEI.. with nothing but the beach as the attraction. hahahahah..

Day3

woke up ard 10, so first thing was to dress up and go down to the beach. hahaha.. cos the hotel have their personalize man-made beach so yah.. there wasnt anyone at all. okay lah.. hahaha.. nothing much to do.. cos its just 2 grown up lost girls swimming there. ahahahah.. but the beach is WOW though..

bla bla bla.. went to BF at the bandar, and suddenly mom wanted out from P.Dickson, so we took bus to seremban, like next to simei is Tampines like that but the prob it took ard 1 hr plus to arrive. hahaha.. didnt shop much, but i was pissed with mom cos she bought sooo many food. n the next day we r gg back home. we had mac, bought 20 pc nuggets hme, then bought 2 sets of 3 pcs chicky meal from KFC. aha.. oh well...

reached hotel ard 5pm, by then dead tired but mom told us to go out to the water breaker and dry up the clothes we wore for swimming. so yah..... down we went. ahahah. took a lot of pics.

Day 4

checked ou 12pm, and there was a malay drama production at the hotel, shooting for drama. recognized the actors and actresses. hahah.. took cab to KLIA and tt took 50 min to arrive and yah.. took a plan home. but we didnt ge the earliest flight. so we reached singapore ard 5pm.

well.. somehow it is a nice break.. hehehe

hols are in

2007-02-28T23:11:00.000+08:00

Some crazy guy that i took photo with.

yahoo.. i will be out from spore to well the nearest neighbour, msia this sat morning. to K for 2 days then down to port dickson. well is not tt much.. but yah.. i think my mom shld deserve the hols more. well.. i dun think there is much of holiday for me though. i need to go back to skool for BAOC preparation, planning and bla bla bla for most of the time. and we only have 5 weeks to prepare!!!!! oh well.. everything just have to be last min as usual.

oh oh oh!!! Friday is Siglap's Cest La vie 7??? i dunno lah.. its the IV.. haha.. if it is 7 or 6.. OMG!!! cant believe tt it has been that freaking long man... to think that me, when sec 3, started out the very first cest la vie at Victoria's Concert Hall......................... sheeshhh... "cest la vie" is already old!!! hahahaha!! 6 years..... sheesh!

haha.. that brendon guy from AI some how have the same smile as HIS. hahahaha.. true what my sister said. hahah..

men again...

2007-02-21T21:41:00.000+08:00

i wonder if anyone would say to his gf/bf tt he/she had spent enuf time with u? would you? i wouldnt to my bf. he did. and maybe he didnt get the point tt i was hurt with wad he said.

okay. i understand tt u want to spend time with ur cusins, family and all. after all they are ur family.

and all i just ask for him to start work a bit later on friday. i didnt ask him not to work at all, which income will not be in.

since u want to play the game of" i have spent enuf time with you" sure.. i will tag along.

u heard me?

and so...

2007-02-20T22:38:00.000+08:00

today i went out to jb, supposed to meet at 1015am at estpt but yah he came later at ard 1030am. by then there was azman as well. so okay lah. there was someone to talk to in a way.

ate ljs and ard 11 plus otw to jb by tpe, sle, bke.
he wants to change his brake. so we found a shop, an indian one cos most chinese one are closed. so bla bla bla..

i just felt out of place. bcos wen azman wanted to look out for other shops, its like the aura of being a third party is there. Becos of me, as there were only one bike left to roam ard the area, they looked like "oh man.. adibah is here. cannot go anywhere togther. one of us have to stay while 2 go ard to roam ard"

azman went first to roam ard, then later he asked me to follow him along n survey other motor shops available. but w tt "aura" of being a third person, i stayed behind. tt is my fault. cos they really went away and even the bike is done they still hadnt come back.

thank god i activated auto roaming. if not.. i dunno lah. men,bike n bike accessories. everything else is like thin air.

finally when they came back, they changed some screws on azman's bike, while i stared at them. afterward, went to this place where they sell ABC with ice cream topped with peanuts and chocolate. i didnt want to order cos i wasnt tt hungry so i snatched from his bowl.

oklah.. ABC was ok. but the conversation was just him and azman. where am i to fit in? where am i to come into the conversation? and the part i came in was when i found out abt their plans of camping supposedly on this sat, his mother gg to umrah with aziz n fatin n him not wanting to stay at kallang when they are gone. Y? bcos he hadnt tell me anything abt those above n only tt his plan to camp was not confirmed tts y he didnt want to tell.

boy.. how lost was i at the table but what else can i say.

after everything done, went back.. cos i had to work at 6pm. near the checkpoint, mom kept calling already. no choice but had to pick up... said to her was at jurong waiting for bus to MRT. somehow at tt time was 250pm still at JB but 315pm we were already at expressway to simei. roller coster ride..

we didnt go anywhere else but to a park near melville n sat there while toking, azman checking and wiping his bike clean, took pictures and ard 350pm i went home. slept for awhile then 5pm went out to estpt with mak n nenek. n had to eat ljs again cos tts wad mak wanted.

he went to KFC with azman.. ard the same time. but wen i was done with ljs, i went to meet him for a while after punch-in. and again i had to b the 3rd party. cos none acknwledge me.. i was somehow talking to him but he was talking to azman. 2 times i repeat but he didnt ans me. but while he was talking, he was searching my thumbdrive n gave it to me.

i looked at him, he looked at me.. n tts it. so okay fine.

work is okay.. only me n nisha felt tt were some fruit seller. cos we were giving out oranges to customer but the prob.. the oranges are not fresh n we had to choose the best of the bad oranges. oh well.

after work, i did the usual routine which is to call him. anw he didnt msged me thru out the 4 hrs i worked. so yah.. tok abit.. then i said " u shldnt bring me just now, u kept talking to azman je.."
and his reply is tt i looked out of place, kept quite and kept looking at my watch so he dunno wad to tok to me so he tok to azman. and wen he said he did, i gave him to black face.

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men.

hapi chinese new year!

2007-02-18T23:27:00.000+08:00

wee.. it is the start of a long public holiday and also for me... a very long sch hols. AND I DUNNO WAD TO DO!!!!!

oh dear.. i watched tv the whole day since i woke up. hahah.. such a pig. and yah well i intend to clean up my study area.. but i tot.... the hols is damn long.. maybe i could do the next day or the day after tt.. or the day after after tt. ahahaha...

oh well... but somehow i am not tt delighted tt hols is in. i got no money to go out.. kaput there goes my money to pay the bills...... oh dear. i just cant wait to finish up that m1 line, so in the next few months i would be able to have 25.50 more! yipeee..

ohh.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZILA AND AZMAN!!

i wished i could have gone out for ysterday outing. but ya working... all the cina staffs on leave. so yah have to work. well..... even the mly full timers and one part timer took leave n also exchange shift. ahahah.. but i pity the full timers though, it is not easy being a full time receiptionist at a neighbouring shopping mall. deal with kiasu pple is damn up to boiling point. but pple always say.. its an easy job..

wait till u become one.

hahah.. okay.. i dunnno wad else to do.. and write.

c ya!

hello

2007-02-10T22:17:00.001+08:00

this is my brand new me.. my new blog.. for the new me..